— Lao Tzu (via purplebuddhaproject)
newaza-dan said: Keep at it. But also realize that guys who have been training longer will almost always have the edge on you. That doesn't mean you'll stay stuck, though.
Hey! Thanks for the message =) I’ve been feeling pretty good lately when I go to class. Most of the regular guys are back and I’ve been having fun with endurance class!
My school is doing an In-House tournament at the end of the month; I’m not entirely sure how it’ll work, I think all four locations will make a team and compete at the Westheimer location. I’m on the fence about it but I feel like I should do it. I guess I kind of have stage fright, so to speak. When I feel someone watching me during a roll or just doing the cardio kickboxing class, I get self-conscious and second guess myself. Especially during a roll, if I know a higher belt is watching me, it breaks my focus, and I wonder if I’m just doing everything wrong! Also, I haven’t met much people from the other locations, it’d be a good way to meet new training partners as well. I just need to get over this silly feeling..